QUESTION

I am a married woman with a 3 year old child. I have always had homosexual urges and fantasies and experimented as a teenager. But as time has progressed in my marriage, I feel less and less satisfied with my husband. I find the male figure unattractive, sometimes downright repulsive. Every time I have to have sex with my husband, I feel sick and depressed. On top of that, I am more and more fantasising about women. I have several crushes. I have never acted on any of these urges since I have been married. I'm at a point now where I really do not know what to do. Is this just another marriage issue that we have to get over? Or does "gay trump all" issues and that's just it? How would I even begin trying to explain this to my husband, and eventually, my child?